Choices.

I don’t know why I did it
I guess I wanted you to hurt
I guess I wanted you to cry the same tears I cried over a thousand times
I wanted to see this to feel something
anything, that would make me fall back in love with you
but it couldn’t happen
because you changed
the lies, the secrets, the deceit
they changed you
they changed us
each “I love you” became more and more empty
leaving our hearts to grow colder and colder
what did those words even mean to us anymore
we laid there in the rubble
we were the victims of our own choices
we destroyed the empire we had built together
all due to selfishness
I don’t know why I did it
but I walked away
I walked away because when I finally told myself “I love you,” I meant it
I remembered what those words were supposed to mean.

❤ Justin

This is something I wrote long ago, I didn’t post it because at the time it was just words I wanted to release. I recently went through and read some of my private entires and thought that it was time to let this one go. I hope you like it.

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