It’s crazy to think that in a short second it can all be over. It can be lost. It can be broken. It can be gone. What’s even crazier…that in that same short second can also set you free.
I have learned a lot about myself these past few years. One major thing that I take away is that I learned how to lose myself completely. Don’t get me wrong, I am proud of the road blocks I have overcome to get where I am. Also, I am in love with the people that have watched and helped me overcome those barriers. I guess I just lost myself, somewhere in the night, like a thief took my soul and carried it a hundred miles away. Today. I will find it. I will no longer pull back from living the life I was meant to live, I will no longer allow Justin to feel anything less of himself. I yearn for complete mental, physical, and spiritual well being and I will stop at nothing until I look at myself in the mirror and actually see ME again.
I have learned a lot in this life. I have learned that people are not at all that bad. Everyone has good inside of them, somewhere. I have learned not to take life for granted and to be thankful for the opportunities I have been given and worked for. Also, I have learned that in a world where everything is the same…be yourself. The beauty of being the authentic you is that you are the only version and the best version that was put on earth for display. So today I am Justin. I am happy. More importantly I am finally being me.